random bits on a lunch break

if you knew me, really knew me, you would know that i crave touch. but at the same time i am picking about the touch i receive.
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as his fingers moved up my arm, he apologized for the length of his nails. i stepped closer. his hand moved from my arm to my spine, and he asked if i minded as he moved my shirt out of the way. we talked about our days briefly barely needing to fill in the reasoning for our reactions or emotions but understanding it all.
"not to say it because it needs to be said, but this right now is the best part of my whole day," he whispered as his lips were pressed against my ear. for a moment as his fingers moved across my back under my sweater, i let my face relax, my eyes close and the grin slide across my lips. "your face right now says it all." and then reality hit, as the next song came on as rockband continued. customers turned to ask for another drink, and his hand eventually trailed across my back to return to tending bar.
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if i was born 18 hours and 6 minutes later i would be Aries. until yesterday i never thought about how much i really am a cusp between Aries and Pisces. im still working on laying out my next tattoo to embrace that idea for my birthday. i should work a little harder on that.
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i dreamed of gardening last night. landscaping to be exact. tulips were blooming and we were fixing the grass, as the neighborhood was hanging huge pieces of red, orange, and yellow fabric was outdoor decor. the neighborhood was coming to life and burning with a passion that spoke in a sultry, sexy voice like a crackling fire pit.