do you believe movie scenes?

"we could say tonight, but my meeting might run long, and i dont want to get my hopes up on seeing you."

why does he have every movie line?
why is there generally a soundtrack to our interactions?
does the idealistic/movie-like nature of our interactions make them any less real, heartfelt, or honest?

nearly a week ago...

as i watched him clean the bar and helped in the little ways i could.
"you are my sage, my comforting sage...kat, you are the second person most important person after him,"motioning to wear his cousin was just sitting, "with in geographical region that i would be there for everything. that i would want to be around always, even in your worst moments of crazy or acting like an ass. i have so much love you for you. i love you, with a capital L."

as we sat in my car embracing each other in our five minute hug before i drove off.
"one day will you write it down? will you write down and share with me everything you are thinking and communicating when you breath deeply in our hugs? you already know what im thinking, one day will you share with me what you are?"

all i could say was "yes." what my eyes were begging to say was that when i match my breathing to his and fall silent its in the hope that my soul can press upon his and eventually that the shape of my soul and its care for his will become etched in the surface of his. and all i wanted to say in that last deep breath, was that "i love you, too."