its been a long week...

or maybe a long month...
or maybe just a long time...

and lately it just seems like it is getting longer.

today my coworker and friend announced that she is leaving our organization. this is far from a surprise but still sad to see her go. it will be good for her, and for that i am very excited. but i am quite sad that i wont have her where i am or on my professional team. our boss is out today so she doesn't know. i can only imagine the fall out. it will be thirty days before she leaves, so time will tell. just worried. scared. you know the drill.

our annual fundraiser was this last saturday. here is the link http://www.kreedphotography.com/blog/ to the first photos from the event. overall it was a success but really - we didnt raise as much money as we would have liked. it was good event, tiring, but good.

this last week my harddrive also died. yes, i should have backed it up but i didn't completely. having the loss of my photos, music, old school files and work files is more of a roadblock than i can fully comprehend. but i will survive.

i put myself out there to him - and no response. perhaps i need to take a break from the possible dating scene. but really im 24 and isnt this the prime age? isnt this when i am suppose to be having fun, going out, meeting people, finding someone... sigh. either way, i wish he didn't have so much of a connection with me - it makes it hard to not take this personally. it makes it even harder to know that it wont ever be what i think it could be.

my house is a mess. my money is a mess. my family is a mess. but thanksgiving is coming and with this holiday comes a good friend to town - a girlfriend and really that is what i need more than anything else.