1.13.2009

would you hold my hand?

in a week my mom finds out if she needs to have heart surgery. she hasnt told her husband or family, only me and a friend. im trying not to worry. i promised her i wouldnt tell them. and really where does worry get us. im havent really told anyone who i know would ask or talk about it. rather mentioned it in passing to one friend. if i say it too much it may become a reality.

more than anything i just dont want her to be alone for that appointment, let alone for the surgery. scratch that, more than anything i dont want to lose my mom.

1 comment:

Michael said...

Great scratch. I'll be thinking about you. And her.